It all happens for a reason...

Its taken me a while to realise how much of a bitch life is. Things for me were getting so amazing and then baam! things just seemed to be going wrong. So wrong that I felt unable to stand back up after being knocked down so many times. The thing is, standing up after being knocked down so many times is one of the hardest things to do in life. thankfully, I did stand up and I really did tie a knot on my rope so I didn't fall. What's helping now is that I am free from Education for four months and free from exams...although waiting for these exams results is going to be a killer!!

Anyway...

on a happy note... I've fallen for Mr Nice Guy again. Can you believe it? The thing is I'm also head over heels in craziness for the new guy...the guy I said I didn't mind if we never spoke again because the other night was so lovely. The thing is...I do mind. Now that we are speaking I wish he'd read the messages between the two lines!! Although, it doesn't help that I told him I didn't want a relationship. The thing is...I hate relationships because I feel claustrophobic. I can't think of anything worse than being besotted with someone when going into University.i want to go to Uni and enjoy freshers and be CAREFREE! my mothers friend, well her son went on a boys holiday recently and rang his girlfriend every night! I want to go on a girls holiday and just enjoy my cocktails in the sun...as you can tell, I myself am far from being perfect girlfriend material. Speak soon guys and keep reading!! Lots of love The Girl Has An Opinionxxx